I think I'm going crazy - literally bouncing off the walls. I don't know what's come over me lately but I seem to be going from one extreme to the next - feeling on top of the world, then flushing rosy red for hours afterwards because I am such a fool, feeling in love then hating the person because they don't know me... some days I pray for silence and other days I wonder why it is that no one talks to me anymore. I don't know what I want and my mind flutters by. It has fallen into a trance, my mind - it doesn't respond the way it used to, but instead hovers lucidly behind my eyeballs, just a lump of grey jelly. I don't know what's come over me, but what ever it is, I don't know that I like it. Maybe I don't exist. I've been feeling so invisible lately that when I realise I cannot see through my hand, I am utterly amazed. Perhaps I'm just over-tired.